pain

30 more days it says
to me that is more than just 30 more days
it means
30 nights sleeping without you by my side
30 days wishing you were here to hold me
30 days of my hands not holding yours
30 days unkissed
30 days crying alone
30 days feeling empty
30 days using all my strength just to get through
30 days missing your face
30 days waiting for your call
30 days reading emails
30 days hoping for you to be on skype
30 days worried
30 days heart broken
30 days not being whole

so when they say "just 30 days"
I say you don't know what you are doing
you don't know my husband
you don't know me
you don't know the love we get to share

do what you want
but let me go home
now