I'm here.
i AM here.
waiting.
my soul...
waiting for yours
i am waiting for your arms
to come around me
and restore me
to who I am.
May 5, 2009
Longing
Longing.
People don't say that word often.
People read it.
in poems,
in sentances of lust,
in phrases of heartache.
but people don't say it.
I do.
I long for you.
my heart feels a longing for you to return.
I need you.
People don't say that word often.
People read it.
in poems,
in sentances of lust,
in phrases of heartache.
but people don't say it.
I do.
I long for you.
my heart feels a longing for you to return.
I need you.
sleeping
I used to like it, prefer it in fact. Closing my eyes in the darkness, under blankets, warm, cozy, and alone. Sleeping solitarily.
And now i fear i cannot sleep without
you with me
one day
ONE DAY.
one day without your voice.
one day without your face.
one day without your words.
one day without your thoughts.
one more day... one more death.
one day without your voice.
one day without your face.
one day without your words.
one day without your thoughts.
one more day... one more death.
Someone like home
And now I wonder what this warmth that they say is "home" feels like. And i wonder why i have not had it before. This "comfort" this "security".
Where is mine?
But I do have you. And when you are near me i feel warm. And when you kiss me i feel comforted. And when you hold me i am safe.
And you are mine.
Perhaps YOU are my home.
Where is mine?
But I do have you. And when you are near me i feel warm. And when you kiss me i feel comforted. And when you hold me i am safe.
And you are mine.
Perhaps YOU are my home.
May 3, 2009
questions
how do you keep the person you love from feeling every pain you experience without hiding them from him?
how do you comfort someone who you know will find the joy they long for when you can't even see that joy for them now?
how do you love someone with everything you are when all they can see is your face through a computer screen?
how do you trust anyone completely?
how do you choose correctly in every decision?
how do you convince someone you won't leave if that is all that they've ever known?
how do you explain pure joy?
how do you find hope in a hopeless world?
how do you learn to believe in something that you never thought was possible?
how do you accept what you don't deserve?
how do you give what you don't have?
how do you find strength for every upcoming day when there was no strength for the last?
and where is rest?
where is peace?
when will it come?
when will the pain leave?
why do we suffer?
why must we grow?
i wish that all answers were "i love you"...
because i do.
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