This is the worst

I hate limits
I hate walls
I hate the way
Some friendships fall

I hate goodbyes
I hate pain
I hate the end
Of things so great

I hate perceptions
I hate distrust
I hate maybes
becoming musts

I hate baggage
I hate scars
I hate distance
It's just too far

I hate arguments
I hate ends
I hate the thought
Of losing friends

I hate that this
Is not the first time
That I have had to break
Apart things in my life

But I can love
And I can explain
And I can repair
And I can abstain 

And I can fight bitterness
I can fight tears
I can fight the regurgitating
Pain from the years

I can love harder
I can dig deep
I can turn off my phone
When I go to sleep