Heart it races

sometimes i wish i was the only one on this world
for just a minute or two
so i could yell at the top of my lungs
sing whatever i want
run for as long as i want
and say whatever i want to say
with no consequences
no one to complain
no one to comment
no one to care
then i feel like the very truest me
would be exposed
i would become so vulnerable
so translucent that tears would mean
exactly what they are meant to
and singing would sound
its purest
and yelling would be
the most expressive
and i would be
me

then i would want the rest of the world back
so that i could live knowing that the very core of me
had been set free
and no one had experienced it or known it
my potential was let loose
and my character went running
and now it is all hidden inside of me
as i smile
content