questions

how do you keep the person you love from feeling every pain you experience without hiding them from him?

how do you comfort someone who you know will find the joy they long for when you can't even see that joy for them now?

how do you love someone with everything you are when all they can see is your face through a computer screen?

how do you trust anyone completely?

how do you choose correctly in every decision?

how do you convince someone you won't leave if that is all that they've ever known?

how do you explain pure joy?

how do you find hope in a hopeless world?

how do you learn to believe in something that you never thought was possible?

how do you accept what you don't deserve?

how do you give what you don't have?

how do you find strength for every upcoming day when there was no strength for the last?

and where is rest?

where is peace?

when will it come?

when will the pain leave?

why do we suffer?

why must we grow?

i wish that all answers were "i love you"...

because i do.